wat is the time now ? ^^

Saturday, June 26, 2010

别难过了~

信,我知道你在为跟她的事情烦,但是别想到那么复杂。。。看到你的情绪那么低落,身为你兄弟的我,真的有点moody。。。哈哈,我感受到之前你的感觉了,前一阵子我不开心,你都没理我呢。。。后来你说不想看到我这样,你又帮不到我什么,那些无奈的心情真的很矛盾~
那么久以来,我明白到一味的执著是没有用的,因为当你失落的时候,你哭也不会有人可怜你。。。反而你开开心心的,让身边的人知道你还撑得住,他们会开心一些,因为他们知道之骂你的脸上还有一丝微笑。。。好像是酱哦?自己都顾不好还说你。。。哈哈。。。我想说的是,感情事不能在冲动的时候做决定。。。觉得烦的时候就不要想,让自己去轻松或是找朋友哈啦一下下,癫完了再想就会有不一样的答案哦。。。

我不知道她有看我的blog吗,但是我想告诉你们,有缘在一起是很幸福的事,有些人很幸运,有机会再相爱,有些人却会因为误会而错过彼此,不能从来。。。很多人都会说:道理是人都懂,可是做就难~曾经我也说过这句话,但是慢慢发掘到,你有试着去做吗?没有的话你得到的答案永远是零,因为没开始也没结束!!

不想讲话的时候,就沉默吧。。。
不想想的时候,就去玩吧。。。
有冲动的想法时,就让自己静一静。。。

很多人还不是这样的走出来,也许换个想法会开心点~~

信,加油哦!!!

college ~ 26/6

today is saturday , my course was had class oso... damn tired la , started at 8.30 until 3.30 ...
today hv a lot of fun wit my group mate , haha... we go out take our lunch n tea time ~
let's see pic , lazy to talk abt tat ~ ^^
she is yee ting , one of my group mate , she is the 1st fren tat i met in sch ~ haha...she is cute n she is so noisy , haha... she hv cut her hair n rebonding edi... is tat nice ?

^^ when we going to our class , quite far n it's hot ~

at old town !! we hv tea time at thr ~ haha...
tat's me ~

yee ting n m3 ~~

yy , he is the most noisy n funny person in my group... he alway let us laugh until stomachache ... haha...


still hv a lot of pic at my facebook profile , can go see at thr ~ all of them r quite cute n nice ... ^^ nice to meet u all ya... hehe...

Saturday, June 19, 2010

不开心

今天很不想碰功课~很多事都真的想不到。。。最近读书觉得压力很大,其实我也不知道为什么。。。
我跟你的距离越来越远了,我不知道最近你怎么了。也许有女朋友了,也许已经闲了。。。
我真的很想他,几乎都尽量把自己的时间空下来,只为了能多见他,但是呢?等他等不到,他真得令我觉得他已经对这段感情累了,想放手了。我知道我自己骗自己很久了,我从不想面对事实。。。
我不找他,他都应该不会找我。。。可能只有我想找他而已,真的是考到我了。。。过去他陪了我那么久,什么事情他都陪我度过,现在这个样子,真的是有点辛苦。。。 我应该离开吗?
读书方面很多assignment把我压的喘不过气来了。。。这才刚开始,我要如何去面对以后??还好有一斑很好的course mate 不然我真的死到惨惨~~
xing zai - 我知道最近你也是心情不大好,我很开心那天你跟我说了你的事情,你真得很久没跟我说了哦。。。希望你能开心。。。

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

最近我做么鬼????

最近心情不知道做么很不好~每次开心过后就会到回原来的心情~最近我真的很少看到他。。。我觉得我好像很烦酱,每天在打扰他。。。我很怕他会嫌我,所以很多时候想发个信息给他时都不敢。。。我觉得我们的距离好像越来越远了,是我想太多还是真的是这样?他最近没话跟我说,变得很静,像之前分手时~我很不喜欢这样的感觉~我真的不知道该向谁说我的苦。。。想哭哭不出,发泄又发泄不到,我快把自己弄到精神崩溃了,甚至觉得窒息!!我想所有的事都回到原点,一切不变~可惜不能。。。刚才我打给他,他没接,我不知道是他睡了,还是他不想听到我的声音,觉得烦,可是真得很失望~这几天我真的傻了,我不断地对他说那些我不想说的话,每次说完后就后悔一大餐,真的很无奈~很辛苦。。。

我到底做么鬼???
发神经了??!?!?!?!
哪里接错线了~~~

我觉得当我跟他说那些话时,我很心痛~我很想见他~~

Monday, June 7, 2010

lately ~

hmm.. actually i hv skip many post , haha... cos i'm lazy to update it ~ in addition , no time for me ~ be4 i hv go travel , where did i go ?? tat's PD - port dickson ! abt the pd story was very long , so i skip it ~ but u can see many pic in my facebook ... thr hv many crazy camwhole ... haha ...
after tat i hv go china ~ n i hv update it so look at down la...


31/5 - i start my study at TARC , many of my fren oso study here n stay at here , but until now i haven meet anyone ~ except some fren was invite me to stay wit them ~ n now i everyday oso back home , mean i fetch myself came to sch n back ~ hehe...

4/5 - i finish class on 3 pm but i cant back , cos i no car ~~ so sad !! n i hv in the car few hour becos of Traffic jam ... my dad came fetch me on 5 pm so it's really bad ~ n he want finish his work only can back , my god .... really cant tahan lo... 2 hour leh... 7pm only reached my sweet home ... n noon xing zai say nite wan bring me go sg.long station 1 listen song wor ~~ then i sure faster eat my dinner n bath ~ ''lin jia jun'' n ''xu liang yu'' go station 1 wor... lin jia jun hv a nice voice , his song was very nice ... ^^ then i back home at 11++...

5/6 - is agong birthday so we no need to study ~ then wat i did ? answer is ntg ~ morning i go eat MC wit my bro then noon go xing zai n leo zhen home ~ around 4 , xing zai n me go secret recipe ,becos i wan to eat dessert , my favourite - chocolate cake ... haha... then we chat at thr until 7 then back home edi ~ ^^ after tat i hv go wawasan wit him ~ n i saw chia le n adren them ~ most crazy is the nite we did some thing tat's no ppl will do it ~ tat is wash car in the midnight ~ haha... siao rite ?? but it's funny ~

6/6 - i woke up on 8 becos nightmare again , then i sleep back until 12 ~ then i eat my breakfast then fetch my uncle go midvalley thr for exchange thing ~ So tat i miss my english class , cos it's too late edi ~ around 3 ++ i go leisure mall find ping , we just spend not much time at thr ... then we back to mahkota ate ''tong shui '' n after finished it we go jusco ~ actually just walk around only la... Ping has brought me to a pet shop ... i were saw a puppy ~ still small only , it's really cute !!! love it neh ~ but i din hv too much cash to bring him back , becos it's RM 3000~ swt ?? haha... saw many puppy at thr , all oso very cute lo... >< then at thr night i hv accompany ping go mahkota ate ''pan mee '' then yam cha wit yin , ping , lap zhen , adren ,xing zai , aaron chin n the end , simon came , but we wan back edi ~~ hahaha.... hv a great time wit them ~~



The end ~
wow, i think tis is the post i write most long n all in english n no pic ??



p/s : i'm miss u much , doesn't u ?
i knew mayb u treat me just like a best fren , but i'm not ~
i knew now u dun wan to in a relationship , i will not force u ~
but is tat after 5 year we still love each other ?
i'm confuse ~ but i will be strong as u hope ~
i just wan u to be happy , tat's wat i wan ~
i hope when i unhappy , stress , u will give me support n comfort ~
although u not really know wat u wan or who u really love , but i still will waiting at here ~


at last , hope u hv a nice trip wit family ~

Saturday, June 5, 2010

china 21-27/5

20/5

at the midnight 2 am , my family n i reached the malaysia airport ~
then we ate at old town then we go check in ...
around 4 am only enter the aircraft ~~

around 10 we reached macao edi ... then the 1st sure is go eat la...
1st we go ZHU HAI~~ and put our luggage on hotel then go shopping ~
at the nite we go c china opera!!!

here's the china opera , abt the dynasty

water war ...

actually many place we go de... but i really lazy to write it out ~ so see pic la...
but i will describe a bit la...
every day we oso changed hotel n place ... totally we hv go 6 place ...
惠州,中山,顺德,佛山,珠海,澳门

惠州是我们客家之乡~~
佛山就是武术之乡~~




here's is one of the hotel we had stay ~
it's 5 star hotel o ~~ damn beautiful n good service ... their food is so delicious ~


the fountain of the hotel ~


nice rite ?? hehe... i love it ~

WOW !! see wat i did to the statue ~~


we hv go china ZOO o... thr r so many animals , quite different compare wit our country ~
wan see more pic can go my facebook ... but thr r not complete la... cos many pic on my aunt camera n phone ~




NICE VIEW RITE ??


AT MACAO ~~



one of the casino at MACAO ~~haha... i wan to say a main point is i can go in the casino n no guard check my ic o ... haha....
is tat impossible , haha... XD y i say like tat ? cos all of u oso know my size , too short edi... haha... 1st time go Casino really so happy n saw many gamble game inside thr ... n so beautiful ~ hehe... but like me dun no how to play will feel sien... haha... i hv go 2 casino at MACAO lo ~~
but MACAO's food not delicious... damn suck...
i back on 26/5 ~ around 8 pm we reach MACAO airport , then come back oso 1++ am edi ... haha...
i sleep on 5++ am... haha... cos chat wit my bro ... hehe ...
The End