why ?

为什么我不是男生？女生真的很烦。。。最近总是觉得我身边很多东西都开始变了。。。我不知道自己到底做么。。。没有心的话请不要假假的对我好，我很讨厌这样。。。这个学校的人实在令我猜不透。。。我已经很累去猜了。。。我宁愿一切都没发生过，一切保持原状。。。

我已经很累了，没有心的话请不要假假的对我好，不要对我玩玩下，我承受不起。。。做我的兄弟就好。。。我已经很怕男生了。。。
(你一次又一次的影响了我，之前你令我回想起那伤心的回忆，现在的你令我感到害怕)
我可以不要吗？
不知道做么，我的心觉得刺刺的痛，男生，我要让自己学着怎样的麻木。。。怎样的习惯你们可怕的手段。。。

week 10

now is already week 10 , our assignment is almost wanna finish le , but exam is coming soon ~ 4 more week i need to sit my exam le... tis few week i will at sch study more le... my build.con n build.mat really can kikk me edi , i not really understand ya !!! who cna help me >< ? Time really pass so fast , i hv in sch already 10 week n i meet a lot of fren , n meet some weird person , tat alway keep bully me n make me suffer... dun wan to talk him edi ~ i like my frens , haha... all of them is funny n cute ~ yesterday i hv heared a bad news , they said mayb our group will separate back to the original group, if tat is real , i will very sad la... >< cant hang out wit the guys , cant laugh together , cant cheat ppl together , cant study together any more la... hope our group wont hapen it la... i will very sad nia ! we will seldom meet except lecture , n some r group A,B,C then we really cant meet loh... very scared to exam la... if i fail i really can die edi... tis few week wan study more le.... i will stay at sch study study ... ^^ hope i can do it la... haha...

july

14 /7 - tis day was zhen wei's birthday ~ he is my classmate ... we hv plan to go cheras hong lok pasar malam ~ our class finish at 4pm , after class they go library do report n role play ~ then hui ling , vicky n me gwent to canteen 2 ate our lunch ~ lately dunno why hor , alway feel hungry n keep eat ! then hui ling n me went cc thr take a sit n chat ... 6pm they all finish le , then came found us ... actually said wan went to wangsa thr take our dinner de, but the restaurant not much food to eat , so we decided go cheras only eat ~ it's a suck time , becos traffic jam ~ around 8pm only reached my home n waited zu ee pick us go pasar malam ... after finish go pm , we went to langat de gasoline , thr hv a nice view ... many of them oso never go thr be4 ! we at thr until 1.30 am only back ... around 2.30 am reach my home n slp ~

16/7 - It's a tired day to me , becos my building lab is going to do building contruction ~ at the morning , my partner n me hv done our role play , i'm really suck loh... too nervous edi ... then noon we hv experiment to do ! After finish the experiment , we need to wash every equipment n material we used ~ really tired , wan to wash the brick , plywood , trowel n many thing ~


tat's all ~ ntg special in college's life de la... just full of the assignment to do , same as secondary sch , the different is , no sch uniform , no sport check for nail , hair , name tag , n disiplin ~ relax than secondary sch , but full of stress for assignment , attendance , n mark ~ hv good n bad de la...
i'm not believe that happen to me , it;s really impossible , but last night i hv feel shock i remind the event i hv forgot... my backbone very pain ya ~ >< a bad person make it ~

college life~

最近很多天都没有睡好了，因为忙着做 assignment 每个星期五都没得睡咯。。。

6/7

这天是 ruby 生日咯，因为我们只有一堂课。。。上们完课我们就去 time square 。。。

zhen wei , pei sean , xin yi , vicky , yy , benson , jerome , ABS, ruby，biao biao，yee ling, 还有我~

我们 miss 了两辆巴士咯，为什么呢？因为等 biao biao 咯~

去到 ts 都 3++ 了~ 原本打算去看戏的，可是时间不对，所以就去唱 k 了！

4 pm 我们就去金河的 greenbox，在里面真是癫了！！原本 4 pm唱到 7 pm 的，过后全部饿了，就加钱吃buffer，也加时间，唱到九点~

大概九点多我们就去搭巴士回 setapak 。。。

11/7

这天学校有活动，就是 orientation ordysses nite 。我就和佳美快快打扮了就去学校咯~

很不幸运，我拿哥哥得相机去居然不见了。。。又要自己拿钱出来赔给他。。。心情有够不好的拉。。。

还很倒霉，在那边很闷咯，8.30 我们就出去吃东西咯。。。

我就去载biao biao 和 zhi you 去old town 。。。去到那边没多久，停电了咯，在我们要走的时候又有电了！然后就坐回去叫东西吃了～吃完了全部都在聊天，拍照。。。好像很吵咯～～　

十点多，就去 tbr 喝茶~一点多才回家咯！

sunday

七早八早，就被哥哥吵起来，说要带我去KLCC看展览！他说是展览关于建筑的东西~ 等我准备了后，就去载哥哥的朋友。。。他的朋友带我们去pasar喝海南茶，很像 kopi 酱的，但是是好喝的~以前妈咪也有带过我去的~ 就在那边吃东西咯。。。

到了 KLCC过后，他们去陪朋友吃饭了才去那个展览。。。用了2++ 小时去走那个展览咯。。。很多东西看叻~~ 我的 facebook 有照片，可是还没完全upload啦~~

最近眼睛很痛咯，还有点痒叻~ 不知道做么~

ntg special

lately oso ntg special , just everyday study , do assignment , exam...

ok , let talk about friday , whole night just sleep few hour only ! why ? becos of that buliding construction assignment... hell , really so bad... finally i gv up edi.... next morning still hv class at 8.30... lolz... damn tired la...

saturday ~

same like normal ~ but very very tired ~

we all go old town hv our lunch ( actually is breakfast + lunch) , we met our computing lecturer at thr... haha... teacher spend us ate lo... really thanks u ya ~ ...

see the receipt v , the total is RM 92.80 leh ...

when i drove back on the way , i fall asleep lo, lucky i still hv a bit clear... if not really get accident n u all will see me in the newspaper !!