i'm back ! actually i skipped so much thing ~ haha ~ so now i ready t return back ! hehe

29/12/2010
primary sch gathering ~

9/1/2011
hv a dinner at kuchai lama~

my uncle birthday ~

20/1/2011
go cheong k wit my fren ~

aaron chin

my cousin

ah ping ~

At nite , my fren date me to counrtdown my birthday ! haha ~ 1st time celebrate at mamak ~

the present !

Still hv 1 big bear bear ~ haven take pic ya ! cos not at my home ! ^^

23/1/2011

i went to saloon to dye my hair + rebond n curl ~ sat at thr around 7 hour leh ! really bored ! but wan beauty is like tat !

finish dye , straight n curl ! haven cut yet !

the final New Hair Style !

countdown my birthday !

In the morning,i fetched ping , aaron chin , n jia mei went to jusco cheong k ~ until 1 o'clock ~
After tat we watched a movie - Gurviller travel ! It's really damn funny ,haha ~
Then we went to serdang long gai n hv lunch at Paparich ( but oso around 5 edi ) so not eat too much ~

7 o'clock hv reached home n hv dinner with family ~ I'm wait until 10.30, eric n evi came fetched me go yam cha ~ Actually i tot is normal yam cha only , but it's was different n surprise !!
I saw my course mate , they r vicky ,raymond n zhen wei ! I really so surprise to see them appear at mahkota ( they all live so far nia ) ~~ When i finished my call , all of them let me hv a sit then all stand up edi ! At tis moment , i saw hv some1 took the cake n all of them sang the birthday song ~

At tis happy time , terrible thing happen !!!! Guess wat ?? 3 boys shot put cream on my face, my hair n face was full of creams !!! The cream's smell was very bad , make me feel wanna vomit at all time ! Really angry for tat ! I think i hv angry a long time ! make their plan delay so much ~ haha !!

They r waiting me cut the cake ... After ate the cake , they bring me to the park ~ haha ... wei sen say he decorate long time edi ! There hv a lot of balloon ~
God , I'm really very scare balloon !!! I've chat wit HIM a long time ~ i think got 2 hour n finally we hv settle ! =D

Okay , i will update more ~ today i still hv a steamboat nite wit the guys ! haha ~



For u , i wanna let u know ! yesterday wat u say it's true , our happy moment i'm think more than u ~ but i oso wanna say , if u really make ur final decision , then dun make me disappointed again ! ok ? i hope u really do wat u say ! dun make me feel regret ~ =) i'm yours now

去年在我生日的时候，你唱了“7天追到你”给我听。。。因为你我喜欢这首歌，但是从我们分开以后，我再也不听~等的是你再次为我唱！现在我把它放在我的部落格里，让自己每次回来这里的时候都听到~

Anything

Suddenly i feel hv a long time din update my blog ~ Actually i hv a lot of thing to post , but i feel dunno wat can say !
Okay , 6-14 Jan i hv my final exam~ since finish exam , i keep going out ! Especially go shopping n pasar malam ! I hv bought a bag , 2 pair of shoes n only few dresses for my CNY ~ for a girl it's really too less ! but nevermind , i dunno can buy wat cloth edi ~
Yesterday morning , i went out wit the Mr.special ~ He wanna dye his hair , becos of the annual dinner of cos becos of CNY ! I think his hair is not bad , at least a lot of ppl said he was handsome ~
At noon , i hv a test (for my english course) , after tat , li ping n me went to mahkota eat pan mee , but due to im not hungry , so i just ate a bit only... Then we went jusco , actually just wanna waste our time only ~ we hv watched a movie and both of us buy a shirt ( for boy ) i hv buy a shirt to him ~ dunno he like it or not ~
Dunno why , actually go out so many time , n hv a lot of fun thing , but i cant rmb it , n feel like , not need to post it ~ Mayb i get sick edi ! XD
So sad , my spec seem like wanna spoil edi , make me so uncomfortable ! ><

tis is the shirt i buy ... so how ? wat did u guy think ?

here is my 2 high heels ~ my CNY just wear tis 2 !

lately im feel so bad , dunno y , mayb it's too hurt edi ! Cant survive with tat ~ 2 days more , my birthday is coming soon ! My birthday without him ? haiz ~ i know i would not happy ~

突然间，觉得很感触呢~ 现在我的脑一直浮现“珍珠奶茶“四个字！足足几个小时了~
以前我都不会视奶茶如命的，不会在那里看到奶茶就要喝，不会一提起就要，也不会突然对它念念
不忘！！想起来，我是中一才上瘾的，为什么呢？其实我也不知道，但是我会风雨不改，每个星期
都喝，而且那么多年来我始终对巧克力那么忠心~我是不是很长情叻~哈哈
还记得知道我的初恋男朋友是卖珍珠奶茶的，我可能因为他爱上奶茶吧！每次只要能喝到奶茶我就
会很开心~很傻吧~
因为他我还喜欢上很多东西，只要他喜欢我也会跟着喜欢~我也不知道为什么。。。想起来还真的蛮傻的~
但是最傻的是，我还喜欢他！=）

1.1.2011

今天新的一年了，也就意味着新的开始~以前的事该结束了吗？我很无奈！
我无奈我无法忘记他，我无奈我放不下他，我无奈我生气他，我无奈我对他又爱又恨！
我不知道这个男人到底有什么本事可以让我这样，但是我很清楚我爱过火了！因为我过火了，令到他很辛苦~就这样，他选择离开了！我活该了吗？朋友见回我就会说，还是他吗？我知道他心里不是没有我，只是不重要~

明年的今天会是怎样我不知道，但是我很肯定我一定是个输家~我输了自己，输了学业，输了梦想~什么都输了！

算了吧，我注定是没用的废柴~一个有病的女人注定是背负，虽然我知道我不会拥有永久的幸福，因为我始终会被嫌弃~我不是自怨自哎，我只是面对现实！我不后悔爱他，但是我后悔太爱他了！我可以做回以前的我吗？只是单恋，什么都只有自己一个！

我相信每个人曾经都有着一个梦想，我的梦想是成为一个设计师，然后中年时我可以拥有一间属于自己的食品店~还记得我跟我的姐妹说，我要这间餐厅分成休闲，读书和自由区~不同的主体背景带给每个人不同的感觉！但是这些都是妄想~ 很显然的，我现在读的和这些都有距离！ 撇除这些，我就是个没有梦想，没有主见，没有希望，没有未来的人！也许可以称得上是一个死人！
现在的我在想着要读书，要换科还是要做工！换科我可以读什么？做工我可以做什么？（很明显对于现在的科目没兴趣）其实我真得很努力的去读了，也很努力的培养兴趣，虽然成绩不是很差,但也不好！ 看来我失败了！我不知道为什么，读这科我会突然有很大的压力，也会突然觉得慌~

我对我的生日也没希望了，帮我庆祝的永远都会少了他。。。
我希望我做回自己，不再迷失！
倒数20 天！！！