♥ 热浪岛之旅 day 2 N day 3

很久没有那么早起床了，当天我们7点就起床了，去吃早餐！（其实最迟起身就是我了）XD ，9点有出海，吃完早餐我们也准备出海拉，我们去另一个岛看珊瑚~这次的珊瑚和鱼都比day 1的美很多，也多很多品种的鱼~那些鱼都不怕人的哦，看着他们在我身边团团转，很舒服呀！！那边的珊瑚都很美，颜色还很美的哦~在那边有的喂鱼还有工作人员帮我们在海底拍照哦~ 我拍到都很丑~所以不给你们看咯~在那边有1个小时多哦~ 11 点左右我们就会酒店啦，发生了很好笑的一件事，开船了才发现我的其中一位伯伯还没上船，他在码头一直叫，还好才刚开船不久，过后差不多要回到的时候居然有人说有一对uncle,auntie不在船上~~ 过后在码头上看到他们，原来他们上了别的船，比我们早到~ 吓的我们啊~~~


这时间当然是赶快回去冲凉，因为要吃lunch了啦~ 吃完午餐后都快2点了，他们呢就回房继续玩牌。。。大概4点我就出去沙滩走走，拍拍照，然后回去的时候他们说要去沙滩集合，因为要玩游戏~ 第一个游戏是玩找鞋子，全部人的鞋子都放在一起然后拿沙铺着，结果我输了，因为表弟拿错了我的鞋子啦，所以我们两个都被罚~ 第二个游戏就分两组，一组大概20人，游戏是我们要咬着一个汤匙，然后放糖果在汤匙上传过去对面，满刺激的哦~输的一方要受惩罚哦！！！结果我的组赢了，输得被惩罚要亲我的伯公和伯婆哦~ 第三个游戏就是丢椰子，（也就是保龄球啦）要把水瓶打倒，有4个人打全倒哦~~ 奖品是丰盛的晚餐+糖果一粒~哈哈~ 开心哦~

在酒店前玩游戏~~

游戏中的旁观者♥


哈哈~ 吃了晚饭后我们还有节目哦，就是去唱卡拉ok啦，喝酒跳舞样样齐~~ 我们去另一间resort的餐厅玩。。。玩到一半居然给我下雨，我们当然是进去餐厅的另一边，在那边切蛋糕，当时候有其他的客人也跟我们一起唱生日歌，还有几个外国小妹妹跑过来一起拍照哦~ 当时朝热闹的叻！！！大概玩到12点多就回酒店大厅，听那边的驻唱唱歌~那个女生真的是人美声甜，她有一把很亮厚的歌声~ 听完后才回房间睡~

Day 3

第三天我们照样的，起身吃早餐（我们都吃了起来），就赶快去餐厅，因为9点就结束早餐时间咯~ 过后大家都各自回房间收拾行李，然后呢全部放在我们的房间，因为离lobby最近~ 我们的船是12.30 所以他们就在房间里等+继续玩牌，而我呢则去拍照~ 我跟我二哥和弟弟到处去拍照~ 时间差不多到我们就回去，然后坐船离开~ 真难忘！！ 看看照片吧，还有很多我还没upload哦~

我哥的技术不是很好~ 哈哈^^

附上一张小人照~

下次有机会我一定会和男朋友去哦~ 觉得会很浪漫~ 呵呵。。。很傻吧？没错，我也没正常过~ 哈哈。。。

♥ 热浪岛之旅 I 4-6/8

大家好，我回来啦~ 八月来个家庭旅游，这次是因为我家的伯婆60岁大寿啦~ 也就是我公公的大嫂生日！好久没去海边玩啦。。。很开心，我想去热浪岛很久了，终于有机会拉~哈哈哈。。。言归正传，我们在星期四晚上出发，整个车程6个小时，刚刚好早上6点到达！我爸爸和伯伯驾到很快，最快驾到190 ，因为驾慢会打瞌睡~

到了丁加奴刚好6点，就和其他伯伯和姑姑会合+吃早餐！吃完早餐后发生一点小意外，就是我表姑的车被人家爆镜子，因为里面有包包，可是里面面装的都是衣服，正是倒霉~过后我们就往码头出发，去到那边大约8点多，我们的船十九点半，所以就在那边等咯~有些人就在那边买帽子（沙滩戴的那种，才10块钱而已），坐船也要一个多小时，大概11到那边，海水很清哟，太阳更是晒到~~~~~ 我们住的是那边5星级的Resort 哦！！一到达有个介绍会，讲解岛上的活动和规矩~过后就到我们酒店的大厅等check-in，1点多才有的check-in呢，简直等傻了。不过还有刚巧是lunch time ，我们就到2楼吃午饭，超多西四吃的，刚好吃完就可以拿房了。。。

我们当然快点去拿房卡和换泳衣，因为3点有个出海活动，我们就去租救生衣和潜水镜，我妈妈有买几个给我们，可惜有些会进水所以没有用~ 晒晒的太阳，凉凉的海风最适合海滩拉！！！出海的活动很多人参加哦，有4艘船一起出海~ 当然是去看珊瑚和鱼啦~ 很美的哦，超喜欢他的海，我们有40 分钟的时间，全部都游到很累，回到酒店后全部跑去游泳池了，我很矮，又不会站水所以不敢游~那个泳池有按摩池的哦~ 超享受，旁边还有pool bar 哦，可以点饮料~

过后就回房间冲凉休息啦，全部都累到睡觉哦，到了6点我们就去吃晚餐，那边的buffer 还真不错的哦，我们都吃到很饱哦。。。吃饱后我们就去沙滩散步，而爸爸他们就在喝酒~ 附近的resort都去看过了，还不错的，价钱也可以。。。很多人都涌来我的房间，为什么呢？？因为赌博咯！！哈哈~ 因为我是和干妈，姑姑同房的，而我妈妈，爸爸，二哥，弟弟就一间房~ （规定4人一间）他们赌到很夜，所以我很早就睡了啦~

我们住的酒店

美丽的沙滩海水~~♥

Make Up Model

Yo... This was supposed posted at June but i was so lazy ~ so i delay it , until i have the blogging mood... hehe ~ Ya , my boyfriend's cousin looking for a make up model for exam ! Due to the exam was just around the corner and she haven found a model , so she ask me be her model... After i consider i promise her , i oso free at that time ~ She brought me to buy a wedding gown... quite beautiful , love the gown... She oso has brought me to her college for makeup test...

It have 5 day for exam , 1 day 1 question , because it's start at evening ... hmm , around 6 can start... Totally have 5 question , n the result will release at last day... All of the students were so nervous , because just have 10 people sit the exam ( didn't count it , just i guess ) =) ... the junior said normally there have around above 20 people sit the exam , so this time will more nervous...

On the first day , my make up image was a pirate look~ a bit sweetty feel...

My makeup artist : theng

My pirates look


The second day , Exam question was bridal makeup , sure the models has to wear the gown...

Here's the brides ... can u spot which is me ? =D

Third day , dinner makeup , my dress was yellow color ! Actually i never wear long dress before , because i'm short so really hrd to find a long dress for me ~

fourth day , question wasmakeup for brand endorsements... I speak of is the eyelash ! I'm so sorry , Due to some reason i have no the photo on this day , but u can see the photo at bottom ...

The last day , fantasy makeup... many of them choosed animal...

left : Colourful Zebra (me), candy , colourful fairy , snake monster , double black swan , leopard ...beside of this still have butterfly and others , i forgot edi~

Here's is my 5 different makeup style ~ the right bottom is my fourth day make up style ( wear black dress ) ! Pheww , finally passed it...

In the 5 day i really really tired , everyday at there around 6 or 7 , back on 9pm ~ Always ate at after 9 ... Now i realise be a model not easy , just makeup n set hair oso need sit at there around 2 hour ... Sleepy all the time ~ haha ...

cameron trip

Well , went Cameron Highland wit my dear's family ... All of them met at my dear's house then we went together ... hmm, woke up so early ! Cameron fresh air always the best ! Around noon we reached there , after check-in we all rest in the hotel , waited others ! Actually Cameron nothing to play , just go visit tea farm , bees park , plant park ! let's see the photo !

this is i took when we at chocolate factory ! It's strawberry favorite ...

Here is the beside the chocolate factory , it's have plants , strawberry , animals n others... a lot of thing that we can see at there...

The Bees park , cutie bees ~

Plants farm , a lot of beautiful flowers , plants ~ colourful !! hehe ^^

the Tea farm , there have a cafe to let tourist taste the tea , cake n other snacks... There still have a factory let tourist knew how to produce tea ! it's full of the smell of tea ~ i not really like that smell... XD

yeah , all of u can view more photos on my facebook ... A short post again ~ feel quite bored rite ? i oso not much thing to say ~ hehe... will update model post ~ =) stay tuned...

Long Time ago ~~~~~~~

Hey , i'm back ! Abandon my blog quite long time ! yes, i'm really so lazy to update it... need a lot of time to update pic ~ what i have do during my sem break ? yeah , i have go genting wit my college's friend ... Really a great n funny trip !! XD We have stay at thr 2 day 1 nite , n first we arrived there sure is settle our luggage then go outdoor play ... lucky that season not much people go there so we can play all the game , JUST IN FEW HOUR...haha XD feel impossible ? but that's true ! >.- u all can see the picture on my fb .

Bad news : i have stop my study due to i not pass the CGPA , mayb u guy will think what so difficult , but as my side , is very difficult lah ~ so what i have do after i stop study ? I have help my family to busy my brother marriage ! a lot of thing to do ... Their wedding photo really beautiful , so sweet !!

my dear n me !

my brother n his pretty wife !

At the same week , my ex-college's friend asked me out ! We have K time at sg.wang GREENBOX... XD yeah , long time din see them , miss the time wit them at college !! sleep together , study together , play together , eat together !!

Okay , end with here first ! Stay tuned 。。。

考试！！！

我的大考结束啦~因为resit 3科，所以考到特别迟~4号，6号，11，13和15 都在考试~~
其实我觉得都没几大的信心会及格咯！！不说这个了~~~

13/4

我考早上-8点到12点~考完试后，我就回家~回家休息一下。。。因为下午要去云顶！！我阿姨说他有free 的房间和2张GLITZ SHOW的票~~所以就去陪下我的表妹！！！
大概3点++，阿姨就来载我了~我们去sunlik 吃肉骨茶~大概5点就正式出发啦。。。
由于前一天晚上都没睡到，所以我在车上睡着了~6.30 就到云顶啦~~
然后我们就去check-in~~等很久，好像是换班~~~~ =.= 要睡着了啦~
7.00++ 才拿到房间，放了行李我们就去换 glitz show的票。。。
换好了，我们就去吃 Baskin Robbin ... 在那边吃冰淇淋比在KL吃的滑很多~~ 然后逛逛一下~
9点就进场了。。。其实蛮不错看一下的，有的看跳舞，魔术，杂技，沙画等等的~~ 10.30就结束了！
我们到处走走，然后就去找吃的~因为当时除了快餐其他都关了~~表妹带去我去吃好友记，那边还有粥吃。。。我们吃到2点多就回酒店~ 3点多才睡觉~累到~

14/4

我和表妹睡到4点才起来，然后5点多才出去吃东西~
走了很久都不知道要吃什么，然后就去food court 吃东西咯~真的是‘好吃到’~~~~
过后就再走走一下~ 8点就回酒店~ 然后我就要催阿姨回了，因为15 号要考试！！8点多我们就下山了~ 10点才回到家，然后去吃东西~~ 吃完就回家睡觉啦~~

24/3/11

咳~我考试不及格了~因为很多都不会做，加上也没什么读到书！在家考也不及格，看着书考都可以不及格，我真是一流！！言归正传，我们约了去金河唱 K，说要补庆欣怡生日 。。。早上考完试，我就回家啦~回家吃东西，然后呢就等他们信息我~因为有些人考到 11.00++ ~

大概12.00++ 他们就跟我说他们出发了，那我准备一下就出了~
去到大概 1.00 ，就问他们在那里。。。走着去金河的时候，被一个小妹妹拦了下来，叫我开一张纸。。。开了后又说我中了大奖一大堆的，我发觉到原来我很好骗，虽然我不信但是我还是跟他们去了一个地方~无谓的事我就不说了，过后2 ++ 才赶到金河找他们~

在 K房里，有着很多好笑的事。。。比如说他们点了一首韩国歌，然后有两个居然扮他们跳起舞来~哈哈。。。全部看到都笑翻了，我们在旁边的就一直拍照~哈哈哈，其实我们都很自恋！！
看看照片吧~

帮这位姐姐补庆生日！哈哈~
**欣怡和我**

我偷拍的~厉害叻~~ 呵呵！！^^

raymond ， 诚伟，vicky

将将将将！！我们班的女生~
ruby是女高音哦~ pei sean 是我们的周杰伦！（他超喜欢周杰轮的）

我们唱到5点，过后他们去lowyat , 我就回家啦~因为很累！！这样就一天了！！

march !

What happen lately ? hmm... actually hv many but i cant remember every thing ! One of my fren - wei sen , go langkawi edi ~ go thr work loh... seem like so good ! he almost everyday oso go club n smoke more edi !
Time really pass so fast , now is the week 5 edi ! more 2 week i'm gonna sit for final exam ! what i did on tis sem ? i think is ntg ! but at least i hv study a bit la ! XD School life always relate to tutorial , report , study , exam , test , experiment n else ... Actually wat i really need i oso dunno loh ~ tis course is really hard for me , i'm kill by Measurement 1 n building service ! >< how can i continue ? i really dunno ! This sem i dont hv go out shoppping , or go anywhere ... Just at home wasting my time , go sch waiting finish class ~ My dear is always that busy , although is off day , he oso seem like hv a lot thing to do .... All oso relate to CAR ... Am i complaint ? NO , i'm not ... Just mayb i ntg to do so i feel every one is busy !
13/3
yesterday nite , i'm so happy ! Guess wat ? My girl find me yam cha , sure we 3 happy ... Since CNY meet 1 time util now , yin is a teacher so she really busy ... We always date her hang out she oso cant join ! so sad ... yesterday we feel like back to the high sch life ~ chat anything , any topic , most fun is we always meet oso will laugh very loud , becos of our style !
Long time i din meet my bro edi ! everyone is busy study , work ,hard to meet them ~ miss them so much ! i miss high sch life ! Always gather at the hall or class , hang out for movie , celebration ~ while we sad , all comfort each other or we pour out our sadness ! i miss the guys ...
Well , now i really talk non-sense ! boring rite ? just wanna update my blog with my mood ~
Hope i hv some special day to write more ! wish me ...

我以为

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他 有那么好
你说会懂 我的失落
不是靠宽容 就能够解脱
我以为我出现的时候刚好
你和他 正说要分开
我以为你 已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究你会慢慢明白
他的心 已不在你身上
我的关心你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为
我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁的身旁

我以为我够坚强

却一天天的失望

少给我一点希望

希望就不是奢望

我以为我的温柔

能给你整个宇宙

我以为我能全力

填满你感情的缺口

专心陪在你左右

弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶

你却还笑着原谅

原来你早就想好

你要留在谁的身旁

我以为我够坚强

却输的那么绝望

少给我一点希望

希望就不是奢望


一首让人心疼得歌，看清歌词，心里会有一种莫名的 心痛！

情人节♥

2/14 情人节又到啦！！！♥
2/14 情人节又到啦！！！♥
2/14 情人节又到啦！！！♥
2/14 情人节又到啦！！！♥

依旧的，他要做工，不能陪我！但是我有礼物收哦~~~ 很开心啦！！！ 他说会再补回给我哦，等他的空的时候，一定要吵他了！！

补贴！

初八
今天呢，对于很多人来说都是大日子，尤其是福建人~因为他们要拜天公。。。我是客家人，所以没有拜，但是我还是去了我的比家~因为他有拜天公，他还请了很多朋友去他家，有些就拜完了才去他家！当然9点我就去阿萍家闹一闹，因为没事做嘛~ 我们就聊聊天，痹痹下，11点多我才离开~回家拿了东西就去比家了~去到那边快到12点了，就等他忙完先~等他们拜拜烧香后，他们就放鞭炮了~好像放了3条。。。在新村每年拜天公都有很多人放烟花，鞭炮，今年也不例外！！烧完宝后，就开始吃东西了~俊杰恶心死了，他什么都不拿，偏偏就拿鸡内脏来吃，还要对着伟森吃，看他的样子是欠扁了！！过后他们就赌博拉~我看他们赌，大概4点才睡觉~真的很累~有些还赌通宵，他们还真的很行~佩服！！

初九
当天呢，我很早就起身了8点多我就要起来了！！因为是我家的大日子~~ 我的公公80岁大寿哦！！所以呢有蛮多的仪式！还以为早上开始，结果中午才开始，让我睡少几个小时了~T.T 真可怜~~大概12点多，结束了！就要等晚上，因为我们有摆喜酒哦！！全部就开始扮美美了，我的表哥理发师，所以就帮我家的女人们set 头还有化妆(我表哥学蛮多手艺的，化装，set头都会哦），伯伯和另一位帅哥就帮忙化妆~因为表示尊敬，我们家就说女的要穿旗袍，男的要穿中国装！所以呢，有几个的头发弄到很像拍古装戏一样~~

这就是我公公拉，生日快乐！^^

我公公的儿女！！

叶家千金哦~~~

我家的女人们！左边的是我妈妈~

堂姐和我~

我可爱的堂弟！！

比和我~
（头发还没剪，不帅对吧？现在剪短了，帅多了XD）

还有很多照片在我的facebook哦~自己去看吧！哈哈

过年啦！！！！！！

好久没有更新啦，今年过年我都没什么拍照～有人也不愿意跟我拍照，只好不要拍了～
所以我的贴会蛮闷的，因为没几张照片看～
好啦～年３０晚，去到伯母家吃团圆饭（因为是祖家）～然后就等拜神！

大年初一，早上早早起身去毅（我男朋友）的祖家，很多亲戚咯，满尴尬的～也受到蛮多红
包的，哈哈～原本１２点要去我伯母家的，可是突然有事，就１点多才到～过后就在伯母家跟堂
姐表哥们赌博～都没赢没输～晚上就去毅的外婆家～我只是看他赌而已～

初二，起身了就去伯母家吃饭，然后回外婆家．．．很搞笑得一件事，在我还没去外婆家之
前，他居然到了．．．他以为我说我在外婆家，其实我还在伯母家～过后我就快点去外婆家～哈哈
然后等我妈妈她们到了就开赌啦～刚开始赢得，过后就输大概ＲＭ３０～晚上吃了饭就去找 yin
yin ，去到他家就好笑了~她帮 lap zhen 化妆，无聊没事做，哈哈~等他们好了就去喝茶，我的dear很衰，不要陪我，去找朋友喝茶~喝完了才来找我~ 可怜~散了后就回家了~

初三，今天拜年的地方在很远，就是 Sepang 啦，是我dear的同事家！早上起来准备好~可是他还没起床，就一直打一直打，电话都快爆了~10.30 才起身~好了后，就去载朋友，怎知他睡回去了，我们就自己去拜年！12点去到那边，然后坐一下，他的同事就带我们去吃板面（都还没吃呢）~ 去到 tanjung sepak 吃，要大概半小时才到，吃完了就去 bagan lalang 海边看看~ 那天很热咯！过后我们就回家了~ 晚上8点多就去吃东西，因为我想吃福建面，所以他就问他阿姨哪里有大炒~ 结果就去锡米山（也就是他外婆家），打包去他外婆家吃~去到那边才知道，他们10点多要去 langat 山的 look out point 吃~没关系拉~ 都饿了当然要吃，可是很大包，我当然吃不完啦~




停笔先，迟点在继续！！ ^^ 新年快乐，恭喜发财哦~

i'm back ! actually i skipped so much thing ~ haha ~ so now i ready t return back ! hehe

29/12/2010
primary sch gathering ~

9/1/2011
hv a dinner at kuchai lama~

my uncle birthday ~

20/1/2011
go cheong k wit my fren ~

aaron chin

my cousin

ah ping ~

At nite , my fren date me to counrtdown my birthday ! haha ~ 1st time celebrate at mamak ~

the present !

Still hv 1 big bear bear ~ haven take pic ya ! cos not at my home ! ^^

23/1/2011

i went to saloon to dye my hair + rebond n curl ~ sat at thr around 7 hour leh ! really bored ! but wan beauty is like tat !

finish dye , straight n curl ! haven cut yet !

the final New Hair Style !

countdown my birthday !

In the morning,i fetched ping , aaron chin , n jia mei went to jusco cheong k ~ until 1 o'clock ~
After tat we watched a movie - Gurviller travel ! It's really damn funny ,haha ~
Then we went to serdang long gai n hv lunch at Paparich ( but oso around 5 edi ) so not eat too much ~

7 o'clock hv reached home n hv dinner with family ~ I'm wait until 10.30, eric n evi came fetched me go yam cha ~ Actually i tot is normal yam cha only , but it's was different n surprise !!
I saw my course mate , they r vicky ,raymond n zhen wei ! I really so surprise to see them appear at mahkota ( they all live so far nia ) ~~ When i finished my call , all of them let me hv a sit then all stand up edi ! At tis moment , i saw hv some1 took the cake n all of them sang the birthday song ~

At tis happy time , terrible thing happen !!!! Guess wat ?? 3 boys shot put cream on my face, my hair n face was full of creams !!! The cream's smell was very bad , make me feel wanna vomit at all time ! Really angry for tat ! I think i hv angry a long time ! make their plan delay so much ~ haha !!

They r waiting me cut the cake ... After ate the cake , they bring me to the park ~ haha ... wei sen say he decorate long time edi ! There hv a lot of balloon ~
God , I'm really very scare balloon !!! I've chat wit HIM a long time ~ i think got 2 hour n finally we hv settle ! =D

Okay , i will update more ~ today i still hv a steamboat nite wit the guys ! haha ~



For u , i wanna let u know ! yesterday wat u say it's true , our happy moment i'm think more than u ~ but i oso wanna say , if u really make ur final decision , then dun make me disappointed again ! ok ? i hope u really do wat u say ! dun make me feel regret ~ =) i'm yours now

去年在我生日的时候，你唱了“7天追到你”给我听。。。因为你我喜欢这首歌，但是从我们分开以后，我再也不听~等的是你再次为我唱！现在我把它放在我的部落格里，让自己每次回来这里的时候都听到~

Anything

Suddenly i feel hv a long time din update my blog ~ Actually i hv a lot of thing to post , but i feel dunno wat can say !
Okay , 6-14 Jan i hv my final exam~ since finish exam , i keep going out ! Especially go shopping n pasar malam ! I hv bought a bag , 2 pair of shoes n only few dresses for my CNY ~ for a girl it's really too less ! but nevermind , i dunno can buy wat cloth edi ~
Yesterday morning , i went out wit the Mr.special ~ He wanna dye his hair , becos of the annual dinner of cos becos of CNY ! I think his hair is not bad , at least a lot of ppl said he was handsome ~
At noon , i hv a test (for my english course) , after tat , li ping n me went to mahkota eat pan mee , but due to im not hungry , so i just ate a bit only... Then we went jusco , actually just wanna waste our time only ~ we hv watched a movie and both of us buy a shirt ( for boy ) i hv buy a shirt to him ~ dunno he like it or not ~
Dunno why , actually go out so many time , n hv a lot of fun thing , but i cant rmb it , n feel like , not need to post it ~ Mayb i get sick edi ! XD
So sad , my spec seem like wanna spoil edi , make me so uncomfortable ! ><

tis is the shirt i buy ... so how ? wat did u guy think ?

here is my 2 high heels ~ my CNY just wear tis 2 !

lately im feel so bad , dunno y , mayb it's too hurt edi ! Cant survive with tat ~ 2 days more , my birthday is coming soon ! My birthday without him ? haiz ~ i know i would not happy ~

突然间，觉得很感触呢~ 现在我的脑一直浮现“珍珠奶茶“四个字！足足几个小时了~
以前我都不会视奶茶如命的，不会在那里看到奶茶就要喝，不会一提起就要，也不会突然对它念念
不忘！！想起来，我是中一才上瘾的，为什么呢？其实我也不知道，但是我会风雨不改，每个星期
都喝，而且那么多年来我始终对巧克力那么忠心~我是不是很长情叻~哈哈
还记得知道我的初恋男朋友是卖珍珠奶茶的，我可能因为他爱上奶茶吧！每次只要能喝到奶茶我就
会很开心~很傻吧~
因为他我还喜欢上很多东西，只要他喜欢我也会跟着喜欢~我也不知道为什么。。。想起来还真的蛮傻的~
但是最傻的是，我还喜欢他！=）

1.1.2011

今天新的一年了，也就意味着新的开始~以前的事该结束了吗？我很无奈！
我无奈我无法忘记他，我无奈我放不下他，我无奈我生气他，我无奈我对他又爱又恨！
我不知道这个男人到底有什么本事可以让我这样，但是我很清楚我爱过火了！因为我过火了，令到他很辛苦~就这样，他选择离开了！我活该了吗？朋友见回我就会说，还是他吗？我知道他心里不是没有我，只是不重要~

明年的今天会是怎样我不知道，但是我很肯定我一定是个输家~我输了自己，输了学业，输了梦想~什么都输了！

算了吧，我注定是没用的废柴~一个有病的女人注定是背负，虽然我知道我不会拥有永久的幸福，因为我始终会被嫌弃~我不是自怨自哎，我只是面对现实！我不后悔爱他，但是我后悔太爱他了！我可以做回以前的我吗？只是单恋，什么都只有自己一个！

我相信每个人曾经都有着一个梦想，我的梦想是成为一个设计师，然后中年时我可以拥有一间属于自己的食品店~还记得我跟我的姐妹说，我要这间餐厅分成休闲，读书和自由区~不同的主体背景带给每个人不同的感觉！但是这些都是妄想~ 很显然的，我现在读的和这些都有距离！ 撇除这些，我就是个没有梦想，没有主见，没有希望，没有未来的人！也许可以称得上是一个死人！
现在的我在想着要读书，要换科还是要做工！换科我可以读什么？做工我可以做什么？（很明显对于现在的科目没兴趣）其实我真得很努力的去读了，也很努力的培养兴趣，虽然成绩不是很差,但也不好！ 看来我失败了！我不知道为什么，读这科我会突然有很大的压力，也会突然觉得慌~

我对我的生日也没希望了，帮我庆祝的永远都会少了他。。。
我希望我做回自己，不再迷失！
倒数20 天！！！